I think it's for the best you weren't. I do remember it helping with us, seeing you come back every day.

[as bad as she feels about how much Han worried, that much is true. The more Han returned, rather than storming off and leaving her, the more at-ease she felt around him. Had he not been around assuring her of that with just his presence, there's no telling what sort of ridiculous nonsense she might have tried to get up to.]

It's not exactly fun dealing with this now.

[This, being reconciling the different memories with what she knows to be true.]