[The unspoken part she doesn't add is that for the longest time, long enough to get used to it, she felt she didn't. There was no one around she felt close enough to trust with something that personal for ages.
Han, Luke, and Chewie were the ones she felt most comfortable around, but it took far longer than just that for her to be comfortable talking with any of them about her problems. The others she was close to, she didn't want to discuss this with and risk not being permitted on missions or being treated like she was also going to break.]
This is the only way I could cope with that. With any of it.
[That, or letting the stress out with arguments with Han back before.[
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[The unspoken part she doesn't add is that for the longest time, long enough to get used to it, she felt she didn't. There was no one around she felt close enough to trust with something that personal for ages.
Han, Luke, and Chewie were the ones she felt most comfortable around, but it took far longer than just that for her to be comfortable talking with any of them about her problems. The others she was close to, she didn't want to discuss this with and risk not being permitted on missions or being treated like she was also going to break.]
This is the only way I could cope with that. With any of it.
[That, or letting the stress out with arguments with Han back before.[