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Leia "fITE ME" Organa ([personal profile] oratorical) wrote2016-05-05 08:19 pm
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actualhumandisaster: (You lie!)

[personal profile] actualhumandisaster 2017-02-20 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Just because you expect something, doesn't mean that you always get it, Leia.

[ He has a bit of experience with this... He's also hissing that response through his teeth, eyes flaring. Her words, however, they hurt. They hurt and only fuel his anger further. ]

I'm not a monster, I'm your father! You can't just blame me for something that hasn't even happened yet! You're not even BORN!

[ There's a rush of sadness to that last statement. Because Obi-Wan had already told him that he wouldn't ever see his children. Or hold them. Or watch them grow up. He wouldn't even know about them. A steady rain sets in in response to his mix of emotions, each of them attempting to be the strongest.

But ultimately, grief and anger win out. ]


If someone's irrational, it's you! But I take it that's the work of this politician!

[ That last word he literally spits out. ]

I'll find him and make him pay!
actualhumandisaster: (Oh crap)

[personal profile] actualhumandisaster 2017-02-20 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Her words are aggravating, but also numbing. Every word, every sentence another painful stab followed by a twist of this very metaphorical knife. A knife stabbed into him by the child he has been looking forward to embrace and protect and raise.

As she speaks, that specter from Galen's vision appears back in his memories. He can practically see that dark, menacing figure performing all those things Leia accuses him of. He can see it and it makes him feel sick. Sick and numb and somehow, somehow he even understands... But he doesn't want to understand. He doesn't want to simply accept all that hatred. He's stubbornly clinging to his anger even as most other emotions of his are slowly being muted away their effects fading and even colors and sound dulling out around him.

But it's also anger that's slowly being redirected at himself.

Himself, who instead of protecting his children, will hurt them in so many ways. Instead of being a loving father, he will bring fear and terror and pain. Now his own daughter hates him... And it hurts. It hurts.

Anakin feels his own throat constricting, finding himself unable to breathe. He also notices his hand by his side, slowly opening and closing, and he knows that he's strangling himself.

Because he can't bring himself to do it to her.

He opens his mouth to speak, but no sound comes out. No further yelling and no further threats. The glare remains, but it's less furious and more desperate.

Why. Why? Why??

Why is this happening and why can't he even keep his family safe? Why does he have to accept that Bail Organa takes what should be rightfully his? This can't be true. None of this can be true. It's a joke, right? A terrible, a cruel joke. A cruel joke wearing a massive, black armor.

He wants to argue, but he can't. He wants to insist, but he can't do that either. First and foremost, however, he can't breathe. ]
actualhumandisaster: (Falling)

[personal profile] actualhumandisaster 2017-02-20 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He can sense her anger as well as her hate, but ultimately it's that bit of fear that gets to him the most and only has his throat close off further. His own daughter.... Fears him. Him and what he might do to the family that wasn't his.

Anakin wants to wince, but he can't. He opens his mouth again, lips moving in a futile attempt to speak and he knows his mechanical arm by his side is clenched into a tight fiat by now, making it impossible for him to breathe at all.

He can practically hear the noise of a respirator sounding steadily in his ears.

It's then that his vision begins to darken. Leia's words still ring in his head even as he crumbles to the floor, his consciousness slipping in response to his subconsciousness taking away his air.

And then everything goes black.

He has done enough. ]
Edited 2017-02-20 21:14 (UTC)